I had a bad day...

Today is the very first day of orientation...
It supposed to be a very unforgettable memories...
but now, it become as a nightmare.
Could anyone be wiling to teach me English?
I really need to improve my English
in a very short period.
No matter what I do
even burn the mid night oil to study
it is still a hard nut to crack....
All my classmates can speak fluent English
What a shame...
Someone told me
We cannot change the cards we are dealt
just how we play the hand
I strongly agree with this
but even if the card I had dealt is good enough
I still lose the game as I don't know haw to play it!
Damn sad you know...