'Fear syndrome' before the exam...

Gosh...Early in the morning
suddenly woke up and realized that
there is now no more count down for my final exam anymore...
As the exam will be started tomorrow.
I was like ought to study now but then don't know why
I feel very nervous this point of time
as I don't really study all my subjects very well...
can you like feel the burden?
If I fail in this final examination
twenty thousand Ringgit will just fly away
and I have to spend twenty thousand Ringgit more if I retake Law...
In other words...RM40000 I have to spend on this
if I fail the final examination which start from tomorrow.
Well, I know fourty thousand
for certain rich guys that's nothing
it is just like no a big deal for them
so they never worry about this
but for me...it's really a big deal.
I am so nervous now.
I can't even calm down and think properly.
all things just like bomb into my brain
and my head like going to explode.
I don't want to fail.
I don't want to retake.
But now...I can't even hold my pen properly.
I am so scare now...
but I will try my best to go through the exam...
guys, wish me good luck...
I know I have to be confident...right?
May the good luck always be with me.
Once again, I know my English sucks
but at least I give it a try
so stop criticize my grammar
I feel grateful if you want to correct my grammatically mistake
but please if you just intend to embarrass me
please just go away and mind your own business.
just go to be English teacher if you really think your English is good enough
some English expert will help me in my English (Thank you Amelia :) )
and some more this is my business.
Please don't ever step in my world as you are not welcome.
Thank you for your co-operation.